“The Art of Getting By” (movie): The Illusion and Purpose of Life

This is going to be a long post. So, for all you peeps of the 21st century who are in a constant rush, I am going to break it up into 2 parts.

I started watching The Art of Getting By Gavin Wiesen, and just one minute into the movie I liked where it was going.

The movie commenced with the quote “We live alone, We die alone. Everything else is just an illusion.” This bold declaration was then followed by a challenging question from the protagonist: why then spend so much time conjugating French verbs or figuring out how to find the square root? According to him, there are better things to do with his time.

Coincidentally, I’ve been asking similar questions. We are all caught up in what we are supposed to do. Wake up in the morning, eat 3 meals a day, go to school or work, do what they say, finish your assignments, work, work, work, because after all, it is good for you, whether you like it or not. And then? Spend your afternoons with people snapchatting your social life, eat dinner, finish any pending work, brush your teeth, go to bed, and repeat. That is life. Bonus points if you wore cool clothes or went to a fancy restaurant.

But what if you love art and want to paint every hour of the day that you are not eating or sleeping? Just because it does not follow a school’s system, or will not necessarily get you an office job, should you not do it?

But if you are willing to work on it with dedication and passion, does it matter? If it gives you joy, then that is the end of the story, right? Of course, we need to pay rent, quiet our rumbling stomachs, and have a relatively normal life. So is it not possible to do something different and still pay the bills? Perhaps no bonus points of fancy restaurants. But instead, you get to live a life you love.

So find a way to spend the time between living and dying in the way you want. Because everything else is an illusion.


The Art of Getting By (movie): What am I doing here? What do I paint?

Hello lovelies. Here is part 2 to what I learnt from The Art of Getting By. This post focuses on two quotes from the movie that, to the dismay of my stomach, paused the past hour’s mechanical motion of my hand stuffing popcorn into my mouth.

What am I doing here?

“I don’t know what I am doing here [Morgan High School].”- Dustin

“At least you admit it”

It is not a bad thing feeling like you don’t belong somewhere. The robots we become when we follow everyone else stop questioning what we are doing and why we are doing it, especially if it is an accepted stage in life. Like, oh, I am ten years old, so I should be in school. I am twenty-five, so I should be out of college. I am thirty, so I should be married. I am 40, so I should be having a good career. I am 60 so I should be retired. I am 100, so I should be dead. Pretty nice life.

If, for some reason I wouldn’t be able to fathom, you don’t agree with the life described above, the first step would be identifying that you are out of place. That you don’t belong in this cage. That you are made for something better, something unique, and something meaningful. And once you realize that and admit it to yourself, only then can you fly up and soar away.

So, it’s ok if one average day, while putting your fork into your mouth during lunch break, you suddenly question what the hell you are doing with your life.


Express yourself creatively

“I don’t know what to paint.” – Dustin

“You’re going to have to start using that brain of yours to access that talent of yours to show that beautiful heart of yours.”- Art teacher

“Even if you’re not feeling it, gotta do it or it will never happen.” – Dustin


Ah. Being an artist, this struck a deep chord, especially this past month during the INKTOBER challenge. Many days saw me sit down, sketchbook and pens ready to create magic, and leave the paper as empty as when I started.

Then I would search pinterest, because I didn’t know what to put on paper. This became normal and I was happy with my beautiful duplicates until someone stopped me and asked me what in the world I thought I was doing; it’s not like I didn’t have anything to say. I shouldn’t be proud of doing something that I had copied. Anyone can do that.

So I had to think. I am still not amazing at coming up with what my heart is trying to say, but slowly, with practice, I am getting better at expressing myself. Working your creativity is like dancing. At first, even if you don’t feel the song, you need to practice the routine. Repeat the move again and again and again, with no feeling. And then, suddenly, you will get it, and the passion will engulf you and you will be able to flow without thinking. That’s how all creativity is. So some days, when I feel nothing, I will still sketch something. It might just be the scene in front of me, like my boring desk and laptop. But, at least it is original, and it will get the creative juices flowing.

So for you creatives out there, think, get in tune with yourself, and spit your feelings out. And if you can’t think of anything mind-blowing just yet, don’t fret. Practice with whatever you can, start somewhere, and the first hundred times might be useless, but with dedication and perseverance, you’ll ultimately unleash your originality.

Yes, My Accent Is Real by Kunal Nayyar

Long ago, way back during summer (if you can remember that distant time), after internship finished I had about two weeks left before I had to head back to Dubai. And in those two weeks I had to cram spending time with family, finishing a painting, shopping for everything I needed to take to Dubai, and of course giving some time to progress in my sketchbook and writing. But, for the first time, a nonfiction book had caught my eye and I really wanted to finish it before I left. This autobiography by Kunal Nayyar grabbed my attention just by its title, Yes, My Accent is Real: And Some Other Things I Haven’t Told You. And the more I read it, the more I couldn’t put the book down. The short episodes of Kunal’s life were hilarious, sweet, candid, and also inspiring. Each tale was told with candor and lined with a lovely relatable rawness. Like, hey, this could be a situation in my life. And yet, there were some pieces of advice that Kunal shares with the reader that were so simple yet so profound (sort of like the heavenly taste of a simple New York baked cheesecake after the variety of fancy flavors at Cheesecake Factory)

If something happens, good.

If it doesn’t happen, even better.

That, like all motivational advice, sounds nice. But if any of you think to yourself, ‘woah, even better!’ in the face of disappointment, then I really want to meet you.

We all face disappointment. Not the small kind, but big failures that we dream and hope about.

Imagine Kunal getting rejected for the lead in a play in his undergrad program, then in masters again, not once but multiple times. Imagine the insecurity and self-doubt he must have felt when he was being typecast into a certain genre (that being comedy), even after practicing every line and nuance of a more serious character. It seemed unfair. It seemed biased. It seemed unjust. And it could have made him feel inadequate. In that situation, someone like me would have just dwelled in self-pity and start to lose confidence in myself, ultimately actually affecting my ability to act. But, there is another side to the story.

If something doesn’t happen, even better.

But, what if Kunal had gotten the chance to play Romeo? Would he have been able to experience and understand the comedy that Benvolio provided to Romeo and Juliet? If he hadn’t played Dorn in The Seagull and had instead gotten the dramatic lead, he wouldn’t have learned the exact character nuances that he did. And every single moment he played Dorn and Benvolio added something to him as an actor that ultimately resulted in the perfect blend that was required for Big Bang Theory’s Raj.

Sometimes we so fervently believe we deserve something. Something that we do better than others, or are more skilled at. Or maybe we seek a relationship or a specific friendship.

Or perhaps it’s that internship you had applied to in the perfect city, or the job offer you have been waiting for months. Or maybe the acceptance letter from your dream college.

The fact is, though, that while we wait, we have to remember that no matter the outcome, it is not the end.

If it happens, good. But if it doesn’t, sit down, sip a margarita, wait for your opportunity to become the next Rajesh Koothrappali on Big Bang Theory, and live the, “Even better.”


 “so often in life we agonize, we deliberate, and we beat ourselves up to carefully evaluate the reasons we should or should not do something. But usually it’s so much simpler. If you have no other offers, take the one offer you have.”

What a thought for the indecisive person causing chaos within me. Whether I am trying to decide where to sit in Starbucks for the perfect cozy atmosphere, or I am deciding what to do with my life, I will contemplate for a much longer time than is needed even when there is only one choice (or table) in front of me.

But why can’t we just chill. I don’t need to think of the perfect everything. If, let’s say, I want to drink tea and I can’t find the there is no place that offers the perfect ambience I am looking for, then I should just enjoy it wherever I am! Savor the taste. Find the positive. It could be the fact that I am getting tea, and I love it. Or the fact that I’m not starving. Or that I even have a chair to sit on. You get the idea. When there is no option, why stress and try to find the ‘what could be’.

Or if you don’t have time for one more commitment, no matter how much you want to do it, you should move on. There isn’t really a choice, is there? Either you drop something else or give up on this new desire. Or perhaps, like me, you feel like you need to quit something you are doing, even though you love it insanely. But, it’s holding you back from diving into other opportunities. So again, not much of an option, right?

Or if you have a disagreement with someone who is important to you. Well, you could forgive them, or try to understand their perspective. Or, you could give up. But is giving up on them really an option? So follow your heart and resolve the issue.

There are numerous cases where we know what needs to be done, or that we have no other option. Yet, we still want to talk about it, discuss it with loved ones, and chew slowly on the options. We will think and overanalyze the consequences of one option, just to realize that there is no other valid option. But there is no point when you know the answer is within you. Relax, don’t stress by overthinking, and do what your heart is saying.



After finishing the book, and still having watched perhaps less than ten episodes of The Big Bang Theory, it’s pretty clear you don’t need to be a fan of the show or of Kunal Nayyar to enjoy his work. Read it, and you’ll get some very important advice, including how to win auditioners’ and models’ hearts… actually just how to win at life in general. And as a little bonus, you’ll get some inspiration on overcoming shyness, building self-confidence, dealing with feeling like an alien in a foreign country, and applying lessons learned in life. Not a bad investment of time, don’t you think?

Harriet Beecher Stowe’s Uncle Tom’s Cabin- Then and Now

For some reason, though I stopped reading vigorously after Middle School, I can’t start summer without a book. Perhaps its the soft whisper of the idea that having a book is slightly more productive than just lying around watching tv during hours of boredom, or the comfort of a back up provision for entertainment in the case of heavy traffic or long waiting times in airports. This summer I happened to come across a copy of Harriet Beecher Stowe’s Uncle Tom’s Cabin. I had the time and I had had a vague desire to read it since high school. So, I picked it up, and turned to the first page.

This book kept me company for a large chunk of summer (pretty embarrassing, I am aware, but in my defense, I would periodically go for a week without finding time to pick it up). When I finally turned to the last page, however, I was almost left in tears.

Uncle Tom’s Cabin provided a glimpse into the horrors of slavery, a showcase of the brave heroism of a poor, old man, and a shaming conviction to the reader.

I don’t think I have to explain elaborately when I say slavery was, and is, cruel. Human beings were treated as property, with absolutely no rights-no right to food, shelter, family, or even expression of emotion. Oh, but I am getting ahead of myself. These slaves’ conditions were justified, of course, since taking care of them was of best interest to the owner. But when the owner found it cheaper to exhaust each human being’s life and buy more, rather than take good care of a few, what could be said in favor of the slaves lives? They were no more than machines, that too the cheap kind that are completely expendable; cheap Chinese products, those that you feel comfortable to mistreat since you know they won’t last longer than a week. And yet, that is only the physical side. Now what of the soul within that cries out for his wife, for his children, for the woman who gave him life? What of the soul that isn’t permitted to grieve? What of the soul that wants to do good, and be good, but is given no chance?

Yet, amongst these desolate creatures, there are a few whose wills are made of iron. Those whose noble characters won’t bend under the disgracing conditions of slavery. Tom is an example of one such slave. He had a small, but warm cabin, kind owners, a loving wife, and happy children. He adored his masters, and aimed to do the best he could to profit his owners; he was content. That is, until it was all snatched from him. Sold, forced to bid goodbye to his entire life, family, and familiarity, he ultimately ended up in a hell where he was beaten and broken; beaten for refusing to whip an old woman and broken for his will to abide by his strong belief system. And here, he was despised by his owner. But, did he garner feelings of hate? No. He only prayed that he is not killed so that his owner’s soul remains intact. Even while he was being tortured to death, his sole concern was that his owner’s soul is saved.


At first, this book was just a story based on history. A sort of agglomeration of information and entertainment. But as I read further, themes that transcend time and culture disclosed themselves. At the most personal level is Tom’s inspiring, indefectible character that was always positive, loving, and trusting in God. If someone can be so positive in such extreme conditions of desolation, can we not be happy in our daily lives? Why do we magnify our problems and use them to justify our misery? Maybe your car broke down, you are having a bad hair day, or you stepped into a muddy puddle. Big deal, life is much greater than any of those mishaps. This summer, while being good in certain ways, posed plenty of challenges for me as well. Almost every day there was something that could have let me to say “It is not fair,” and give me the power to ruin my day. And I did that, too, many times. Yet, after reading about human beings who couldn’t call their own bodies their own, who went to bed every night with the fear that the next morning could be the last with their wives and sons, I was forced to reassess my misery, breathe in, and realize that my problems are almost nonexistent. And if not situations, I would complain about people. Not everyone gets me. And I start closing into my shell, while I build a hard exterior that accuses everyone for not understanding me. When someone hurts us to the slightest, or simply doesn’t appeal to us, we so easily start garnering feelings of dislike and aversion. Yet, if Tom could love someone who brought him living hell, why can’t we love our strict bosses, the annoying coworker, that judgmental friend, or the nosy relative? Why can’t I stop being selfish and instead focus on loving and doing what is best for everyone around me?

The novel proceeds to provide a glance into the dirt that is present in every society.  While reading, it was so easy to scoff at the ‘refined’ society with their ladies in fancy dresses, sipping tea from dainty teacups, who appear to be so sensitive, yet blind themselves to the horrors they are responsible for. I read the entire book and kept thinking, how could people participate in such injustice? How could they have laws that protect a system in which humans were degraded to nonliving machines? Were they stupid when they said that African Americans don’t ‘feel’ emotion and attachment like the white-skinned do?

Then, some time in the last 100 pages of the book, it hit me; just because I live almost 200 years later and in another continent across the world does not mean I myself am not witnessing similar situations.

To reach the Delhi airport from my house you have to go through a very crowded, village-like area, with tiny alleyways extending from the main road, barely wide enough to pass two walking abreast. Rough dhabas (tiny Indian food stalls or restaurants) line the streets, where minimum (or perhaps even lower)-wage workers are standing around smoking and filling their stomach with whatever they can afford at the end of the day. Open windows and balcony doors bestow a glimpse into the one-room houses that offer the basic necessities of shelter. Life looks cramped, and rough. However, keep driving till the end of the street, and suddenly you find yourself passing a sprawling Radisson with lush gardens and rooms that offer twice the space of the little flats you saw just a hundred meters back.

And no one questions anything.

You see it all, and you see past it and continue to think about what you want to eat for dinner, or what you did that morning, or how your presentation went; never once interrupting your thoughts and asking, how is there such great disparity so sharply juxtaposed? And perhaps more shocking, why is it not affecting anyone?

It is almost like there are two parallel universes. Perhaps the unfortunate ones don’t even bother to imagine themselves experiencing the luxuries of the more fortunate ones. And the ones for whom a house, food, and clothing are all taken for granted, there is no reason to put themselves through the pain of imagining the challenges life poses to others every hour.

But Harriet Beecher Stowe intersects the two parallels. And when eyes are opened to reality, someone fights. Perhaps that’s the reason Abraham Lincoln called her “the little woman who started the great [Civil] war.”